my first experiment

the other day parker and i went on a date, which was much needed. we got sandwiches and little drinks at olives and drove to the moca in la to see the new tala madani exhibition and it was awesome. i say ‘awesome’ but it made my stomach gurgle and twist and made me smile sadly every few minutes. when parker asked me what i thought about the exhibit i said i liked it, then paused and said it made me sad. those words don’t really say anything at all. lately i have been finding that i don’t have the proper words to explain my feelings. or rather i feel like i am misusing words instead of learning and using more applicable ones.

i digress... it was a great day. we got coffee, walked around the moca for about an hour and a half, walked around skylight books and browsed their zine collection, and drove up to Griffith park. after days of rain, the grass was so green it looked fake. reminded me of visiting Massachusetts during the summer. And all the mud and leaves and little rocks and dried up water pathways were making my brain go ohhhhhh! I need to go outside more! and it definitely makes it more fun when parker is there. #gay

first i need proper shoes for light hikes and such. need to get them immediately. brown new balances I think ? i love brown shoes. I love u